i hope its your last one as well my friend
drinking robs us of everything the only way i got back on track was with aa help, i didnt have an internet or a computer back then as i had sold everything of any value long ago to keep my booze coming in
like you i had to wait to even stand up before i went to aa it took me 4 days of drying out albeit i was sipping cider but even one sip was getting right back to being so drunk i honestly thought i was never going to sober up again with the amount i had drank for so long
lucky for me i was able to stand up after 4 days i was still shaking like a leaf but i finaly went to aa and from there on in the rest is history i got a sober life back
sp good luck to you