Hi Jay! Welcome to the forum. It sounds like you are very young, so first of all...kudos on identifying this as a problematic issue rather than rationalizing it as "partying" as I would have done at your age. Second, you may want to consider spending some time here, reading and posting as much as possible, to see what you can learn and possibly relate to.
I'm happy you're here, and I wish you the absolute best.
