Originally Posted by
WMJ1012 
"Is he not, even in his best moments, a producer of confusion rather than harmony?"
That line was a real eye-opener for me. I had to look at my life and see the truth of it. At that time, it was very easy to see the chaos all around me. Everybody was worse off for their interaction with me. That's an incredibly powerful realization about how well I was running the show, even in my best moments with my best intentions. Good stuff!