A child in a man's body....
Wanting this to be fixed, healed right away...
Boy can I relate to those.
The ups and downs and the confusion of sobriety can sometimes really be rough.
Today I'm plagued with glum.... Don't know why. It's a beautiful day and I have many blessings.... But I'm totally bummed out.
I'm not gonna drink over it though. I'm gonna go for a ski, get some fresh air and sunshine, do some chores, some meditation, some project work and maybe some writing.
I know that this will pass and that life is Far better sober. Sometimes we just have to roll with the tough stuff.
I feel for you and I hope you will take action today to re-center yourself on the path of sobriety.