I am the worst dart thrower when I'm drinking so for me to even think about drinking when I go is a bad idea not only for my sobriety but for my game lol
I knew a musician once who would never drink before a gig for the same reasons, then one night he had one to limbre up, that went well so he started having two to also conquer nerves....
You know where I'm going with this.
That muso was me.
It's your life Dean but you've had a lot of trouble getting and staying sober and I have to admit this makes me nervous man.
Keep your recovery as a priority ok? Prove to me I'm wrong if you like
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