Originally Posted by
Rice 
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It about helping me. It helps me know who I am and helps me get things out, rather than keeping themselves which inevitably results in self harm.
hm ....this was your response to my question about what staying where you're at is doing for you.
i have to contradict you. staying drunk and/or drugged does not help you know who you are; the way to know your real true self is to dare to fond the sober self and "grow" it. yes, it's scary. and it's scary to let others in.
but you're here, so that's a great start!
too bad it looks like you're setting it up that you've decided you know we won't like you and we're only hanging around because we don't know you yet, because you can prove to yourself that that's so anytime you want to. that part is easy
lots of help here.
if you want it.