Tomorrow is my meeting, looking forward to it. Talked to AH monday said he hasnt used meth for 2 mths. My son got a text last night saying that they saw my AH in their town which is 4 hrs away from were we live buying meth. I called him and he said it wasnt true....lie lie lie. Why does he still feel like he has to lie even thou were seperated? Omg, im so sick of this. I told him i wanted no contact with him until he can get clean n stay clean. But my god this hurts so bad. I told him to have a happy thanksgiving n christmas. And i told him i loved him. I need help with no contact. Even now already i want to text r call him. Whats wrong with me.?