So sorry for what you went through Change
I once had 3 yrs. & decided I could have a drink now & then. 7 yrs. later I was brought to my knees, drinking all day, horrible anxiety & all sorts of drama. It was much worse that time than all the others before. I feared for my life - and that's when I found SR. I know I can't risk it ever again. It takes us a while to truly get it. Thankfully you are back and ready to do this thing. We know you can.
