I guess I'm just sad. Because this should be a happy time and it is! but it's also like, once he's in my thoughts...it's hard to not think about the good times, even though they are few and have long gaps because of all the **** we have been in.
It is very hard when you remember the good qualities they had. I myself get wrapped up in that. I realize my ABF is not the man I fell in love with. This is someone else. It will be hard but you have a little blessing in your tummy. Try to concentrate on that.