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Day three check-in!
1) I am grateful for my adorable puppy dog who I love so so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have an amazing support network of AA sober, healthy individuals
I have a roof over my head every night and a comfortable bed to sleep in. Grateful.
I live in a City (& Country) full of opportunities and benefits.
My sponsor never turns me away, even after I slip. She doesn't give up on me. Grateful.
2) God/HP/Whatever is out there........ please help me to find the determination and motivation to continue on this path of sobriety..... it's definitely lacking right now and I want it back........ Please remove the obsession to drink, and turn my attention to where you would have it be. Please help me to to want sobriety again. (Why am I not wanting it right now?? I'm hanging on for dear life but something is missing.... there is no feeling of desperation or willingness....)
3) I'm going to a meeting tonight, and posting on SR right now