Bradley, a lot of bad stuff can happen between now and 2015. You could fall deeper into addiction; the drinking could bring on another bout of depression - what if you don't escape the next bout; you could fall and do irreparable damage (a friend of mine fell down a flight of stairs last year while drinking, incurred irreversible brain damage, spent 14-1/2 months hospitalized and in nursing homes in a terrible state, and died - this kind of stuff happens to real people in real life); the list goes on and on. I don't want to see any of this happen to Bradley.
You have a LIFE ahead of you, Bradley - truly LIVE it; don't fake it. Start now, friend.