Btw I've had my own issues with drugs in my late teens & early twenties. I was in an abusive relationship for two years in my early 20s and have engaged in long periods of therapy which were extremely helpful.. Just so you know that I'm not averse to seeking support. I have grown a lot over the last 10 years and at times I wonder if it was having my children that saved me.. But I had already been in therapy for a long time before I became pregnant and had a LOT of determination to sort out my problems. I almost don't recognise the person I was back then, it was horrid. Xx