Cazza - he is 28 years old. He too was a party kid - always wanting to 'fit in'. My sister tried to help, I've been trying to help. Everybody has but he doesn't want it. He tells me he hates but he needs money for food $300. It's always $300 - so I figured that's what the heroine cost! My sister tells me to be strong and not to answer the phone if he calls because he will try and use me and make me feel sorry for him. I've come to "kind of" grips that he did it to himself. He had help but he threw it away.... All I can do is pray for him. For the past two days all I have been doing is crying and not eating. My husband tries to support me telling me to try and stop beating myself up with this. And like I said he has had helped many times but......
