thanks
Hi thank you all for the welcome and supportive words .
i have been to the doctors about my pains and concerns over withdrawal,
but here in the uk they will not prescribe me with any medication ie librium which i have read a lot about , and just say its going to be tough and suggested i seek support from AA , which i have been to two meetings now and it was good as far as showing me alcohol can effect so many people from all walks of life ,and seeing other people who have mad the change to there lives i'm so desperate to , but its the physical effects i really am finding hard ,i have even looked at buying librium on-line but i worry about what i might end up with or if ill end adding to my problem ? i am going to try cutting my half bottle to a quarter by the end of this week ,then try to introduce drink free days and try to ride the withdrawal the best i can.
thank you again