Welcome back!!
Yeah, I really needed to accept that control over alcohol and things will be different this time were myths and fairytales, no period of abstinence will make anything any different, I'm not cured or healed, that 1st drink will lead back to the same place!!
Make the decision to be a "non drinker" and go from there, this change of perspective made me view life in a different way, it takes alcohol off the table completely, there are no 1st drinks anymore!!
You can do this!!
