Hi and congratulations with you’re almost 2 months sober. There is much to offer on this site support and suggestion wise.
Way back before the internet I needed AA to get and stay sober with the support of understanding people face to face.
There is a tendency for alcoholics to want to do things their way which usually leads back to the misery of drinking.
We have a progressive disease that is Powerful, cunning and baffling and wants us to continue drinking and forget the misery it promoted.
As far as you’re not drinking concerns it’s usually suggested to stay away from drinking situations until we are strong enough to handle it, and that may be awhile.
Long term sobriety requires we get honest with our self about our drinking and accept the fact we can’t drink in safety. Then we need to start to work and change who we were when we were drinking.
I’m sure there will be posts about being bored, like being grateful etc.
BE WELL