Originally Posted by
Charliee 
I'm just over it always being on my mind. I would just love to run away from everyone I know and be left alone to my own devices.
I have times like this. Those thoughts actually scare me to a stronger resolve. SR has helped me so much during those times, too. Reading about someone just coming back and being on day 1, going thru all of that horror of the early days of detox and knowing there are some that never come back because they can't. . .well, never never never again. I'm sure you don't want a Day 1 again.
Stay with us. Talk with us. Just don't drink.