Originally Posted by
Charliee 
I always thought that after a week, a month, a year, this would be cake. It's not, it's still seems as hard as it ever was. I don't know, drinking will lead to death for me, but that seems easier.
I drank pretty close to death. It's not easier. None of my problems were solved...in fact I got more problems and the ones I had got worse...and I lost everything I held dear.
You've posted like this for a long time Charlee. This stuff is not going to go away spontaneously on its own, IMO.
do you still have a counsellor/therapist/Dr Charlee?
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