Sprout is right, I still want to drink, I am afraid to abandon the drink. Its my lifelinke my blankey, yep I am Imploding, But what do I do, My wife, oh my wfie, She is the sweetest being on the planet, she drinks like I do. She tties to stop but can't either we enable each other. She is pased now, I drumped teh alcohol I hd left, sorrry hung over and having hard tme writing right now, so I am no poof reading