I love the postponement method and used it before, unfortunately this is a forced withdrawal. I'm out of resources. I can't use now or tonight or in the morning. All I can do is try to stay as sane as possible till this passes.
There is nothing more that any rehab can do for me after 10 years of being in and out of "recovery". done the treatment venters, about 1000 meetings, church, Suboxone, outpatient. It's useless, it has never helped me. I agree I need support from some sober/clean people and I can seek that out. But I don't need more addiction education, I don't need to go over coping mechanisms, or triggers, or healthy sober activities... I get all that. It doesn't matter. When I choose I want to be clean and healthy and have a life then i do it. I surround myself with good people and healthy ways to spend my time and things I enjoy. I know how to choose being clean. I even have churches I could go to and meet positive people and do a recovery group there.
I just need to get through this part, need to feel human again so I can get back to my life.