Originally Posted by fantail

FutureNow, welcome! You definitely can do this. Being a high functioning alcoholic takes a TON of work... powering through and seeming normal when you're wrestling an addiction is a herculean feat. If you've managed to do that for so long, you can manage to quit. It's uncomfortable and unpleasant sometimes but so is going to work with a secret hangover. And the difference of course is that the difficulty of sobriety pays off, whereas the difficulty of hiding an addiction just hurts.

Are you going to do any in-person groups or therapy?