I'm terribly sorry for all that you are suffering right now. You are a compassionate woman and there is no crime in that. In time you and your daughter will find healing. I will pray that good things can come from your life experiences. I understand the guilt that comes with having children with an alcoholic. It's a difficult burden to carry, but keep in mind that every decision you made was made with love. In her heart she will always know that. Praying for you and your daughter. You did everything you could. His illness was out of your control. May you and your daughter find peace.