I voted "0-5", and actually it was absolute O.
I was a closet drinker with all massive destruction targeted inside.
With "inside my heart is breaking but my smile still stays on".
I believe when I finally decided "show mustn't go on" , some "close" people around were not happy - I've taken on transformation from a vulnerable kid who was easy to manipulate to a grown up independent person who is ok with who I am, whether people like it or not.