I didn't think your post was so bad golden. You're just sharing your experience, that's what this place is for. So long as your not encouraging others to drink or glorifying it I don't see the problem. You admitted you cannot regulate your intake and admitted you have a problem. So long as you learn from that and it helps you to not drink. Good luck and welcome, I'm sure you'll find people here aren't really a bad bunch at all. Everyone wants to help.