HealingWillCome....Here are the books that I promised: "the lost years"..by kristina wandzilak and Constance curry. The other one is: "Stay Close"...by Libby Cataldi..
These are real like experiences written by actual mothers and they really speak to a mother's heart. They are very inspirational and informative, also.
I recommend these to any mothers who feel overwhelmed, guilty and alone....
They helped me very much.
dandylion
p.s. I got both of them on Amazon very cheaply as "used".