Originally Posted by
Dee74 
I'm not sure how you can come to that conclusion after a week or two's deliberation.
That is to say, I came to that conclusion too, many times - it was events that made me drink...
I was wrong.
Turns out what made me drink was internal.
I was mistaking the triggers for the cause.
You've done a lot of ruminating here and in other threads about the highs you miss etc.
In all genuineness, I suggest you need to follow that particular rabbit hole down a little further before you make any grand declarations?
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OK that's what I plan to do.
I tried to edit my last post but it would not let me.
By addicted I mean physically addicted and psychologically addicted as well.
I do sometimes miss the taste of some alcohols like certain beers or wine; but that's more obsession and I do have issues with obsession at times.
I would sometimes binge as I wrote in my first post but this was when I would be at a party, bar, or hanging out with friends who drink.
Right before I did quit drinking I would only drink on weekends, and keep the alcohol to a minimum and not drink a large amount of alcohol all at once like I have at bars, or at parties with friends.
As I posted earlier I am not going to be drinking anytime soon as it would not help with personal issues I am having.