Originally Posted by
yoyobyebye88 
Did any of you ever feel like you would get a panic attack when you knew you were about to run out of pills(or whatever your DOC was), and there was no way to get anything for a few days?
Are you kidding? Of course. It felt like the world was going to end when I was about to run out. Back in my pill days and the pill counting and when I started getting low basically laying out how many I was going to be able to take and of course I ALWAYS took more than planned. My mind swirling thinking how can I get more? Do I know anyone who might have some? Then once I was doing H and my guy said he was out for a few days OR wasn't answering his phone. The using life is absolutely HORRIBLE! There is non-stop panic and feeling of impending doom. So you are right on! Just think of how much easier your life will be without that garbage? You are on your way my friend. Hang on it will be a bumpy ride and lots of ups and downs, but in the end it is the best decision you have ever made!!!