Hi Anvil.. Yeah your right it's early days, I wrote that this afternoon and feeling fine about things now (up one minute and down the next!) He's actually surprised me on how positive and focused he's been.. I should be feeling chuffed to bits he's got this far. I've never suspected he's cheated on me before so I don't know why my heads playing mind games with me..I think its probably the fact he's opening up and being honest with others in detox and this is something he's never really done with me unless I've caught him doing something red handed and backed him into a corner.. I'm still angry at how he's behaved over the past few years and this is going to take time. He can't have any contact for his 1st 4 weeks in rehab and I'm looking forward to some me time, I've booked a little trip away with my mum and I'm spending quality time with girlfriends.
A lot can happen in 6 months so I'm gonna start taking one day at a time.. what will be