Did any of you ever feel like you would get a panic attack when you knew you were about to run out of pills(or whatever your DOC was), and there was no way to get anything for a few days? I know it's weird, but I feel relieved right now knowing that I don't have to worry about that. Being forced into detox every week because I had no money, or there was nothing available caused me to get depressed. I'm not saying I feel better already. I actually still feel pretty bad today, but knowing that I'm taking back control of my life is motivating me to keep going. I don't want to have to worry about tomorrow's fix ever again. Just trying to think positive, and it's helping.. thanks for helping me stay positive with kind words, everyone. That helps me right now more than anything.