You've got bigger balls than most! I've tried and tried to do a CT detox and I failed miserably every time. I use Subs. The dosing of Subs starting about 18 hours from my last use goes like this. 4mg first dose...4mg and hour later...24 hours later I take 6mg...24 hours later I take 6mg...24 hours later I take 4mg...24 hours later 4 mg...24 hours later 2mg...finally 24 hours later 2mg. Then DONE.
I always feel crappy for 2 weeks after stopping the Subs...but then life is good again!
Sending you strength, love, forgiveness (forgive you), and happiness.