This sounds ridicules, and horrible.. I had a mental breakdown today, and broke an old plastic tote in my kitchen, and it shattered everywhere. I did that in front of my daughter's. The look on there face was enough to make me break down and cry. I had to have there mom pick them up after that. Unfortunately, I have to go through this while being a full time dad. I'm not saying that I don't want them around, I love them more than anything in this entire world. They don't understand why I'm feeling like this, they just think it's another regular day. I hope they don't think I'm a bad guy after that mess, I didn't mean to scare them.