Originally Posted by
eastboundndown 
So I'm wondering, if I stopped using tomorrow, and it was just me and the thoughts in my head, do I even stand a chance? (Already while I'm typing this, wanting, wishing, dreaming of being normal and sober-I keep thinking, 'what is the point in being sober', 'what will change', "will anything even change')
I don't even give myself a chance at this. Really, what's the point?
I think you do, you have to start somewhere. The booze has a way of making you alone and exacerbating loneliness. Getting clean and sober is a good place to start but you need to rejoin the human race at some point.
SR is a big help for me. I have family but they have no clue what addiction is like. SR is a godsend.