melki

Oh, I forgot the most important part! I drew so much strength, inspiration, and information from here, finding SR was a turning point in my life. It's still my main and pretty much only source of support in this battle. After reading many stories and experiences I realized that I'm not unique in my struggles to moderate. That I'm not alone. And that it is possible to tackle this monster without one traditional approach, you can create your own plan. You can pick and choose what works for you, but the crucial item in this plan has to be complete abstinence. I hated that idea before, but SR helped me accept it.