Totally get this. Have no problem saying no to crack or avoiding anyone who is doing it. Healthy eating and exercising? Did great for a while, but lately not so good.
I am a procrastinator, just like when I was using. Back then, it was "I'll get clean later; I'll deal with the consequences later". Now it's "I'll clean the house later, I'll get back to walking later". Character defect? Probably. Guess I really need to work on this as I'm over 7 years clean, but I'm doing it in baby steps, and it only adds to my stress.
Knowing and doing seem to be something I've not yet got the hang of
Hugs and prayers,
Amy