Hi all
as you can see not good at moment
tis disease is really taking it's toll
my MUM told me yesterday that she wished she had never had me ....................my older brother died when I was 20 he had downs syndrome and that;s why I work to help them
sadly my alcoholism has ruined or is in the process of me not being able to go
my MUM also said that I am killing her and I would NOT BE WELCOME at the funeral
THIS DISEASE IS SHAAMEFULL
WHAT CAN I DO
STRESSED OUT NOW SO I DRINK.................FFS
MIKE
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SORRY XXXXXXXXXXXXXX