I'm sorry that you're in a place where alcoholism is not understood, even by doctors, Mera.
The bottom line is you understand it tho.
There plenty of support here..and I'd imagine some kind of online AA as well (and other methods)
don't let you addiction convince you that you can't get sober where you are...it may take some work and some self sacrifice but it can be done.
Drinking on on antabuse on day 6 is not something I'd do, especially if you have children to look after.
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