my mom died 2 years ago. I miss her dearly. I wont do anything stupid...becuase I just wont...its not who I am, or who we are. we deliver. I deliver. I don't do support groups..because, well, I'm 'us'...we just survive. its who we are. I'll get on. But thank you guys for being here. its nice to cry to an actual person, not a wall. . I realy appreciate it. .