Thank you, I couldn't have one as there is no alcohol in the house and my son is asleep, if he wasn't I'm sure I'd have bought a bottle of wine by now. I understand that feeling of deserving it. My other half has just rang me to tell me he will be going out drinking with his friends on Saturday, I know that is when I will feel like I deserve a drink, I always do, I feel like I'm stuck in and he is out drunk so why shouldn't I have a drink? That will be my big test.