I've been on here for awhile. I've been avoiding here for awhile. About 5 weeks ago, I decided to get drunk and call into work, my husband was livid so I took a box cutter ( I don't even REMEMBER this!!) to my wrists. He came home, sobbing and took me to ER and I had stiches (I feel so bad I did this to him) Our vacation was cancelled, he told my inlaws, I confessed to my dad -well not the cutting part - and then here I am agreeing to secret drinks. Hubby likes drinks so we now secret drink.
Why can I master school and work and not this?
Damn.
