They were just store bought cookies, no drugs.
And he says he thought I would get mad at him - but my craving food is fried chicken! And I don't hide how much I love it, so I don't see why he thought I would get mad about cookies!
I'm really just learning that he has no trust in anyone, so he lies and hides everything.
But I really do have zero trust left, I hear what he is saying and really WANT to believe him that he is NOW on the right track... But I honestly don't think he has the right frame of mind. He is focused solely on fixing us - not helping himself.
So I'm just waiting it all out and finding out how I can help myself, whilst being as supportive for him as I can be (without being detrimental to my own well being). Even if we don't end up working out, I just want to know I 'helped' at least a little... Even if it's just not getting angry at him anymore.