Originally Posted by
doggonecarl 
Welcome to SR.
Besides not drinking, do you have a plan to address why you relapse and go on these awful binging episodes?
Well, both time I relapsed it was because something bad happened. I guess I felt like I couldn't handle it, I really don't know. I have actually realized now this is most likely anxiety, when something bad happens my brain basically has a heart attack it feels like I literally go nuts, so I run to the liquor store to calm myself down so I don't have to worry about it. I plan on actually seeing a doctor about this next week and seeing what they have to say. I guess I will go from there after that.