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jryan19982 So what is the reason why you want to stop? What is the biggest reason? Mine is my kids and family! So I keep a picture of them (my favorite ones) around in different places. Then when I think, hey I'll just have one, I go find a picture and look at it. And I scare myself into thinking about what life would be like without them, or worse, if I die, and they have to live without me! And the pain that they will have to deal with, and the sorrow, and the way life will be without a person in that family...
And that usually works for me recently.
For me, I guess it is my self respect, I wanna get fit and healthy again and I just know il die if I DO carry on. but also I hate the feeling of slavery to addiction and somehow I have not yet fallen out of love with it.