Originally Posted by
aussieblue 
This is something I think about a lot, I am just coming back from another fail and my health is at stake but even knowing this I still went back out there. I wonder if I will ever make it , I can get 6 months and 9 months but never really get past the thought of never again being able to drink.
Thanks for your candor, Aussie.
You can most certainly drink again, although I would advise against it.
My problem is not that I can't drink again - to the contrary, it's that I
can drink again.
That is why I continue to pursue the program of sobriety which has helped me so much.
I hope that you find one which gets you to the point of recovery that I have been given.
Please stick around.