Firefall--at the risk of sounding like a star-struck groupie, your post on "trust" on the 2nd page of this thread really spoke to me!
Like you, I am a logical, ordered person. The illogic and disorder of the life of an addict personally offends me! As a wise person told me earlier, I feel the need for others to see the truth that I see--that's dead on. But I have to learn to let go--to learn it doesn't matter--because there's no logic or order in addiction.
Anyway--loved the truth thing. Please keep contributing and know that you're helping a lot of people.