I think you probably have a few thousand "close buddies" here on SR, many of nameless, faceless, but here for you anyway.
You can post just because you DON'T have anything to give back. We take turns here, and if you post, you'll be articulating a feeling or problem that someone else has, too. And it helps me, and lots of us, to think about your problem and reach deep into our souls and out of ourselves to offer our wisdom, such as it is, to you.
Hugs,
ShootingStar1