Hi. Considering you signed up here about 1 ½ years ago I assume you’ve been reading a lot of posts on this forum which should be informative and perhaps be guiding.
Getting sober and staying sober is work, the fairy princess is not going to touch you with the magic wand and proclaim you cured and you can do what you want. Not by a long shot.
Self honesty about our drinking and accepting we cannot drink in safety is a big start, then the work starts with our self, not people, places and things.
BE WELL