So every time I think I've got this down and start feeling better and normal again, I figure it's ok to drink again. Then, of course, the cycle continues and I have feelings of regret after doing so and feeling like crap again. It's such a vicious cycle, and I wish I can just embrace the great feelings of sobriety and continue forward through life feeling great rather than my brain telling me that now that I feel alright, I can go drink one night once again. Do any of you go through these same things? Very disappointed in myself, but I'm not going to give up. I'm going to continue to try and try until I get my sobriety back because it is definitely worth it. I almost want to to change my phone number so that I don't get my "friends" tempting me with texts and phone calls to go out and have some drinks.
