It has been almost a year for me....with a few slips on my part here and there. I have not really dated anyone. Im scared to death! I still miss him. I still love him. Some days are WAY better than others. The few times that I have seen him..I think the same thing that Minx said....he isnt all that attractive to me anymore, physically or mentally..If I were to just meet him...I would keep on walking and knowing what I know now...I would run!
I think for me ...I miss the man I fell in love with BEFORE active addiction....and that person is long gone. I miss the man that loved me unconditionally with all my little querks. We had a good thing once upon a time.....thats the hard thing for me.
Hugs
M