Cleanin I'm doing better I actually slept a little last night. Brian, stay strong. When I think about using, I think about the nightmare I'm going through right now and it helps me to not want to. I refer to pills as demons in little white coatings because once you try them and you get that high you will stop at nothing to continue to do so but see we are getting our lives back! We have allowed them to consume our lives for so long. Not me. Not Any more. A little at a time we start feeling better until we are finally ourselves again. Thanks final. Yeah I will never use again. I told my dr everything and told him to write it in my chart so Anytime I go to the dr they can see I'm a recovering addict. Mamahawk, I hope everything goes good for you today. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. You can do this and everything will turn out just fine. Stay strong girl and we are all here to support you!
let us know when your surgery is. We will be here for you like you are for us.