welcome to SR rethellbenthny, glad you found the place and sorry for the need. there are many of us mom's here and much wisdom. i believe it has saved my life and i know it has saved my sanity!
you might want to start your own thread so more people can "meet" you and welcome you. joining SR is a wonderful step in taking care of you!
my son is a recovering (?) addict and this is a really tough journey. i am no longer walking alone thanks to SR and that has made a world of difference.
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